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Sunday 8 October 2023

Satanism & Serial Killers













My friend Audrey Barrett from Croydon who went to school with Kate Moss (I've mentioned this before) told me, when I lived under her roof that she read or heard Jimmy Savile was a child-rapist and Princess Diana was murdered by the Royals.


I didn't give it much importance till after the DMT incident in late 2010. 


Then I focused and realised how quickly I hurried on by.


Not any more

Monday 18 January 2016

#Multiples #TBMC #Multiple #Alters




Even if you study this subject for a few years it can still take longer to understand it. Let me repeat that. You may learn the information about trauma based mind control, alters, multiples and multiple (George W Bush is a multiple) but when you understand the information that's a completely different issue. It is much like DMT. It changes the world you experienced before and that's what I call the information drug. It happens so rarely that I look forward to any feedback from others.

Friday 12 September 2014

Paul Dirac, English Theoretical Quantum Ninja




Graham Farmelo does an excellent presentation on the much underrated quantum physicist Paul Dirac. My only question mark is it seems Dirac had some signs of either autism or Aspergers syndrome.

Dirac's equations were described by his peers as "like fully formed marble statues falling from the sky". 

My own experience on entheogens like DMT is that reality at a fundamental level is extraordinarily beautiful. 

The geometry of it you might say.

Tuesday 24 September 2013

Jay Weidner Talks About Terence McKenna's CIA/FBI Connections




Most people still can't get their head round McKenna being an asset of the state. That's possibly because of the varying degrees of State mind-control ranging from harmonics to dissociative pain and in Terence's case, encouraging others to take drugs. 

The thinking behind this we suspect is because then you wont be an activist, or actually do something about the clear manipulation taking place higher up the food chain.

In my own case though it was the DMT that made me an activist, so the CIA and FBI messed up on that one. 

I'm pluralist about McKenna. Some things he talked about were great, others not so great. Very few people are black and white and that includes the epistemological cartoons that the media portray of Hitler or Rahm Emanuel's father whose specialism was terrorist bus bombings for extremist Jewish groups.

Tuesday 4 December 2012

Terence McKenna's CIA Collaboration




Jan Irvin has made the mistake of thinking brute logic and rational arguments are more persuasive than being charming, witty, kind and humble. Ever since he picked up on the trivium as a tool for determining higher resolution on reality he has become haughty and pompous. I wouldn't be surprised if his girlfriend had left him in and his mum doesn't love him so much (just kidding).

However that doesn't mean he has not done us a huge service by outing Terence McKenna as on the CIA books. I know that will not compute for many of you. How can a man who evangelized magic mushrooms and DMT be collaborating with the CIA?

Well we don't know the full extent of his relationship but if you are mature enough to sit down with the evidence and determine for yourself, you will see without question that reason says he was promoting memes and narratives that were not always of his own choice though they may have often overlapped with his own views.

My challenge in coming to terms with this information began with the Aquarian Conspiracy that I blogged back here. I simply couldn't digest that the 60's counter culture revolution was started by the CIA. All those hippies, drugs and free sex was another way for the powers that be to manage a chunk of the population so that they thought other people's ideas were their own when in fact institutions like the Esalen Institute peddle these memes or cultural movements and are even responsible for propagating the 2012 date as a point of cyclical change. It can lead to large groups of people becoming ineffective dreamers. The New Age movement has been susceptible to this and has handed over much over their sovereignty and dignity to channelled messages (though they are interesting to analyse for meta narratives and obvious manipulation)

It's hard to grasp why something so convincing could contain falsehoods but I can rattle off a number of issues that corroborate McKenna as CIA collaborator and cultural narrative driver. I will always enjoy most of his work but from now on I can tune out when he waffles on about transhumanism and eschatology or transformational objects at the end of time. I still think something is happening but I'm more responsible for it's outcome than Terence McKenna and actually that's self evident to those who follow me on Twitter where I put in a lot of work pulling back the veil of corporate and institutional lying in the media and so forth.

I will continue to enjoy Terence McKenna on many many subjects for his stimulating and extensive knowledge but maybe like you I put too much trust in him (and my own judgement) and so for the opportunity to stand up on my own two feet we have Jan Irvin to thank.

This doesn't mean entheogens are bad. They're bigger than any CIA cultural back burner pimping narrative pilot-light in case a wider cultural meme is needed in the future. It also doesn't mean 2012 isn't the start of great transformational change. It is all around us. I suspect Terence would be smiling a bit at this but it's fair to say his smuggling of marijuana into the United States as traveller around Asia was probably used as blackmail to keep his ass out jail.

I suspect the mushroom told him the error of his ways one day too. Hat's off to Jan Irvin. Great courage and persistence is required to ground our idols instead of leaving them carelessly and eternally in the heavens. None of us are that good.

Here is the CIA Freedom of information act release that confirms the CIA had a relationship with Terence that they do not wish to share with the public.

TerenceMcKenna CIA FOIAresponse02

A video explaining my latest short article on "How Darwin, Huxley, and the Esalen Institute launched the 2012 and psychedelic revolutions -- and began one of the largest mind control operations in history." Located at: 


This video is the first to reveal the background origins of the Esalen institute through Aldous and Julian Huxley, both grandson's of Charles Darwin's "Bulldog" Sir. Thomas Henry Huxley. The Huxleys helped found the Esalen institute to promote Julian Huxley's eugenics, humanism, transhumanism and feminism to manipulate middle class Americans into following their agenda through psychedelics and the new age movement. 


This is not to say that psychedelics or entheogens don't have value, it just means that devious people have usurped them and created a false movement to fool people into thinking that they've completed their task of freeing their minds. 


As McKenna says in one quote found shortly after we film this video: 

"This was in '67 when I was a sophomore in college. The interest in altered states of consciousness came simply from, I don't know whether I was a precocious kid or what, but I was very early into the New York literary scene, and even though I lived in a small town in Colorado, I subscribed to the Village Voice, and there I encountered propaganda about LSD, mescaline, and all these experiments that the late beatniks were involved in. Then I read The Doors of Perception and Heaven and Hell, and it just rolled from there. That was what really put me over. ***I respected Huxley as a novelist, and I was slowly reading everything he'd ever written, and when I got to The Doors of Perception I said to myself, "There's something going on here for sure.***"

~ Terence McKenna - From Mushrooms, Elves, and Magic.



See this thread on the Gnostic Media website:



Wednesday 14 November 2012

Grant Morrison & Anthony Peake On Time







Both Grant Morrison and Anthony Peake have an extraordinary (but sensible) explanation of humans as time that is absolutely the same. One was told by an alien encounter and another through research and DMT. All I'm doing is pointing out two different guys telling exactly the same unusual story from different sources. I never ignore it when that happens.

Monday 17 September 2012

The World of the Goddess - Marija Gimbutas




There was a time before the insanity of the space cult Abrahamic patriarchal religions when for hundreds of thousands of years, maybe even a million or so, society lived in harmony with the land. There was no separation between land, human or animal. That whole subject, object illusion is a relatively late synthetic creation that a good blast of DMT or a medicinal Ayahuasca session can sort out for the pseudo cynic/sceptic crowd.

During these pre-Abrahamic space cult times, the mother Goddess was the focus of nature, regeneration, birth and worship with a more peaceful matrilinial way of living. The Abrahamic faiths needed to disguise their priests in women's frocks (cassocks) to pretend or allude to this femininity. The deception is evident when we study history.

Marija Gimbutas from Lithuania knew from her time growing up in Lithuania that the oral tradition provided much evidence of the female Goddess rather than the war male God. Frustrated with the archaeological focus of war and weaponry she returned to Europe and proved her hypothesis. That we are peaceful beings that new mother nature is the only thing worthy of worship and that of course it's of female origin.

An absorbing view of the culture, religious beliefs, symbolism and mythology of the prehistoric, pre-patriarchal cultures of Old Europe, who revered and celebrated the Great Goddess of Life, Death, and Regeneration in all her many forms, of plants, of stone, of animals and humans, by the scholar who has made the exploration of these cultures her life work.... The program is produced by William Free, producer of the acclaimed television series with Joseph Campbell, "Transformations of Myth through Time."

Marija Gimbutas:

Marija Gimbutas was a Lithuanian-American archeologist known for her research into the Neolithic and Bronze Age cultures of "Old Europe", a term she introduced. Her works published between 1946 and 1971 introduced new views by combining traditional spadework with linguistics and mythological interpretation.

Update: Marija Gimbutas, was sponsored by Rockefeller.

Make sense?

Saturday 15 September 2012

Graham Hancock's Finest Interview In Ages




An absolute corker and if it doesn't disrupt the way you think about the world you're not listening properly. Brilliant stuff from the author of Fingerprints of the Gods and one of the most clear and lucid explanations of the transdimensional world of DMT that I totally identified with. I've read and listened to countless reports of people's experiences with DMT including 5-MeO-DMT and Graham nails the timing, the intensity, the colour, the geometry and all the other technological things that make up the DMT experience.

Tuesday 4 September 2012

Mac Manzon & DMT

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I'll do a write up of my own DMT experience as soon as time permits. It's very different from Mac Manzon who I think is the first person to smoke DMT on Youtube. I was in another dimension for 20 minutes before coming back to Earth and I was shown and taught some very interesting things that remain with me to this day.

Sunday 12 February 2012

Terence McKenna - Global Perspectives & Psychedelic Poetics





A great talk by Terence McKenna. I have to say my own DMT experience couldn't have been further from his description but I was transdimensional for about twenty minutes and his trips were around five. I may have got the dose wrong (I wrote about the visual side here) but I brought back a few more details than three dimensional language.

He's talking to a UFO and crop circle crowd here.

Tuesday 7 February 2012

The Messiah Complex by Joe Rogan


Joe Rogan is the latest incarnation in a notable line up of American comedians including George Carlin, Lenny Bruce, Richard Pryor and Bill Hicks who are to my mind Americans of the noblest pedigree. 

I've never heard his comedy work which is odd, because his opinions on topics as diverse as flotation tanks, Hegelian Dialectic (the Messiah complex), the military industrial complex and DMT are cogent, thoughtful and sensitive to the plight of humans. Too quote Timothy Leary on Terence McKenna "it takes fucking guts" to stand up and criticize the machine and if there's one hallmark of the educated and aware 21st century American it's his or her silent compliance.

The Messiah complex is partly explained by the pain of living in the duality of an illusory 3 dimensions plus a fourth of time. It's about the  dual nature of maintaining balance between polarities of left versus right, man versus woman, hot against cold, love or loneliness and so on and so forth. We chose to incarnate in this time and yet it hurts enough to numb ourselves off from the plight of others even though naturally enough on a groaning planet we yearn as a species for honourable and enlightened leadership. 

Well the United States hasn't had that since Eisenhower who warned ya'll that it's just business and that the government is no more difficult to control than the workers it hires. It's just nonsense to think you have to choose a side when both sides are rigged. The only side to choose is yours and to abstain from the game in future. They shot the next president (Kennedy) who came in and was the last to try and change the system. The rest have been shoe ins since then with possible exceptions that we're gamed to fail to provoke a lurch towards a greedy trickle down society when any thinker knows it's trickle up economics. We create the wealth not mercantilist families jerking the strings of power and thriving profitably from war.

There may well be a slim chance that Obama is playing the longest hand of poker in history but until we have the evidence for that, we should reserve our judgement until the final results are in and never again put more trust in others than we would place in ourselves. In any case, Joe Rogan. One of a handful of people who aims straight.

Thursday 24 November 2011

Oh Wow Oh Wow Oh Wow - Infinity (The Ultimate Trip)




My step-brother is dying and so when I watched Jay Weidner's documentary on the subject I tried to get my mother and particularly her husband who is barely able to sleep at night with worry to watch it. 

Jay Weidner made the documentary film called Infinity - The Ultimate Trip for his mother in order to answer some questions that are difficult to convey through just conversation. If there's a risk of someone dying or death is imminent it's a beautiful film for all ages and all people to see together or alone. I would say an important film, but let's keep the claims modest.

Unfortunately I failed in encouraging my step father to watch it as he's so upset that he can't bare to think of the subject unless it's framed within his own grief and so I'm no longer allowed to mention the matter in emails.

That's a tragedy because at worst there are little bits of unconsidered issues that the film gently opens up, and at best it's a way of weighing up (if one digs deeper into the matter) why we're infinite beings who chose to incarnate into a rather painful reality to learn lessons that are just another stage in an endless journey, that our culture has successfully sold us doesn't exist. 


It's like advertising. Our materialist society pummels people with messages contrary to wiser older cultures diminishing death to a meaningless process that is to be feared at all costs. I should add I learned all these lessons on an extraordinary DMT trip that showed me all this (and a lot more) but the film made me realise I it wasn't just an intellectual extra dimensional journey I undertook, but a download of information I couldn't possibly have invented on my own. Those of us who are acquainted with these topics were in agreement on hearing of Steve Jobs final exclamation "oh wow, oh wow, oh wow". We felt we knew exactly what had happened to him. Its a shame so few of us can share it without howls of protest from all sides.

The DVD can be purchased here.

Sunday 2 October 2011

Krystle Cole - Neurosoup



Krystle Cole is an ambassador for considering the responsible use of entheogens such as Ayahuasca, Psilocybin or DMT. I've written about her before as she has an incredibly interesting story that I can't imagine Hollywood ignoring if it gets over its two faced glorification of killing while too spineless to tackle the importance of meaningful issues such as the topic of sacred medicines.

Every time I listen to her I'm aware of her spiritual advancement and unique candid articulation. Not bad for a former Gothic stripper, nuclear bunker dweller and unfortunate victim of male manipulation and assault.

Update: Original video deleted. Krystle no longer takes psychedelics.

Saturday 10 September 2011

Terence McKenna - Tree Of Knowledge



Ten and a half hours of Terence McKenna speaking in Boulder Colarado between May 29-31 1992. I've listened to all these many times so I guess I have an 'ology' in McKenna but there are two talks randomly stored on the other computer and which I haven't been able to hunt down again, that I so want to find because I've never heard them posted by anybody else and they are unforgettable. The first is one talk by Terence to a UFO audience and for some reason Terence is really angry (the only time I have heard it in his voice) and he harangues the audience with the most vociferous proselytizing of the DMT on record.

I know he always proselytized DMT (and psilocybin with good reason) but on this occasion it's hell for leather and if I'm not mistaken it was provoked by a mystery fax he received before the lecture. The other lecture that I'm itching to find is a McKenna speech where he channels the 'other' who informs him that the earth will split in two in 2012, which is  eerie because that's exactly what a number of psychics and hypnotic regression experts have said will happen a decade or so later. It's one of those very tiny absurd details in hundreds of hours of listening to people from disparate sources where the correlation has made me sit up and WTF so to speak. When I say the earth splits I mean one dimension remains here and another earth ascends. Check out the Dolores Cannon posts to see what I mean.

Thursday 30 June 2011

Budd Hopkins - Lecture On the Alien Abduction Phenomenon



I'm confident that if I had come to the subject of alien abduction more than five years ago I'd have rejected it totally, burned out like many finer minds than I, or even more damaging, reached a premature conclusion and developed one of those fixed minds that is too certain for it's own good. Instead I came to the subject with lots of good information and video testimonies on the internet and an awful lot of context, swilling around the planetary hive mind.

I love Terence McKenna's work but it's likely he never took enough DMT to step into the Bardot and his analysis of alien proctologists from Zeta Reticuli prevented me from taking the subject seriously till I'd worked my way through all the safe stuff. So even heroes make mistakes but we can forgive him for not being perfect.

I don't know what the statistics are like now (I hope it's diminished massively) but there's a reason that alien abduction went through the roof after the second world war. The military industrial complex cut a deal in exchange for new alien technology (largely kept away from us) that humans could be experimented on (as long as they were returned with their memories wiped of the ordeal). That may sound fantastic, but just hold that thought in suspension as it's only a matter of time till sunlight is disinfecting the underground bases of the US, UK and Australian cigar chomping military types in the future. There's some very ugly stuff that gets done out of sight.

For now you can listen to Budd Hopkins above who has investigated over 700 cases of alien abduction by 2004 and then you might want to reconsider having some sympathy for people who were not only abducted and experimented on but were largely ridiculed by a society conditioned to react that way by the same media owners who are but an extension of the military complex I mentioned earlier. Are you getting the picture yet?

Monday 27 June 2011

Shilling Or Spilling? Alex Jones On The DMT Experience




While the waters of the Missouri river continue to rise and breach the walls of American nuclear plants, Alex Jones chooses to ignore the dangers facing America and stab his friend Joe Rogan in the front with an hyperventilated rant about DMT, a subject he has zero experience of. Jones neglects to mention that the human body naturally produces the substance and is a sacred part of our dream state that the govcorp security-plex elites have tried to suffocate with fluoride, poison TV, coffee, sugar and alcohol as well as aspartame and xyletol not forgetting junk food, obesity and ill health through overwork from wage slavery. There's more but you get the picture.


It's a rant against a natural part of the brain's neuro-chemistry. It is found in plants and animals all over the world and is currently releasing the minds of young conciousness exploring Americans in their thousands who are travelling to the jungles of South America bringing back stories of intellectual and metaphysical emancipation from the slavery of consumerist materialism.


Terence McKenna will be doing an Irish jig in his grave watching Alex explode frothily over the subject

Actually, watching this clip again it's possible his rant is so over the top he has to be thumbing his nose to his corporate masters and deliberately invoking interest for thousands more people who will be attracted to exploring their divine right to use sacred medicines that are thousands of years older than TV and Prozac. Click below on the DMT, Ayahuasca and Psilocybin tags for my extensive writings on the subject. 


Great care with set and setting must be taken though. These experiences are about spiritual enlightenment and as with all journeys of this nature are neither trivial or about being entertained to death. Caution and respect for your body, must be welded to spiritual deference of the most liberating experiences from the entrapment of the relentlessness of superficial materialism.  It's important to do as much research as possible from reputable sources such as Erowid. There's a huge difference between the relatively swift 15 minute DMT experience which is smoked, and the multiple hour long Ayahuasca or Psilocybin mushrooms that are ingested. The reward are the intellectual riches that will detach you from the machine-treadmill of lust for death.


Happy birthday from me to you then, but do your homework first. Thanks for the free PR Alex. Now how about that Missouri river?

Monday 4 April 2011

Consciousness Sovereignty


Graham Hancock author of Fingerprints of the Gods is a top bloke. However ever since he embarked on a personal odyssey to South America to drink the jungle tea brew of Ayahuasca with South American Shamans his spirituality has sky rocketed and he has become a wonderful ambassador for confronting the ignorance that entheogens are the same as the loosely banded drug term which applies to a pharmacy and heroin. Well worth a listen and of course there's more on DMT and entheogens on this blog if your curiosity is wetted.







Saturday 12 March 2011

www.halfpasthuman.com


I've blogged before about Clif High but his latest Youtube podcasts (you can listen while doing the housework) is now in a full length chunk. This latest is two hours and forty minutes of Jedi Knight mastery ranging from reptilian intercourse pragmatism and why DMT facilitates effective meditation. At the 2.11 mark Clif argues more effectively than any human being why it's crucial we are the change we yearn. It's both an edict and a rejection of tedious 20th century power-accumulation that we haven't seen since Gandhi. 

Wednesday 23 February 2011

DMT Just Went Prime Time


And while I'm at it, I came across this staggering Youtube viewer count for Charlie The Unicorn at 22.5 million views so I thought I'd check it out. It's so psychedelic (and funny) its off the scale. Which is making me curious about children's cartoons.