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Sunday 9 September 2012

THE MAN NOBODY KNEW: In Search of My Father, CIA Spymaster William Colby




This is the best portrait of the CIA documentary period. It would be easy tear into William Colby on a number of points but I found I liked some of his coldness and discipline. So I'll just leave one flower on the grave. When Colby was fired as director of CIA, more for symbolic purging reasons than any error on his part, he is filmed expressing a wish that an outsider next got the job. That man was George H.W. Bush and not even Director of CIA, William Colby was aware that George Bush had been on the books for so long he was instrumental in the murder of JFK. That's how deep the rabbit hole goes. Colby was just a clean face while the CIA needed it during the Church committee hearings.

It's an amazing documentary, absolutely stuffed with that Yale clique of secret society lizards who used the CIA and the Whitehouse to run the drug business with people like Colby unaware of it's meta purpose. If you pay attention closely you've got an Oval office audio recording of Averell Harriman pretending to be neutral while actually stitching JFK up with bad advice that the US puppet leader Diem in Vietnam needed taking down with a coup. One that Harriman was managing through his buddy Henry Cabot Lodge Jr the new ambassador in Vietnam. Colby is silent after indicating the pro and anti coup forces are evenly matched. Either he was too political to speak up for the country or just letting power do it's thing. Nobody will ever know. Nobody really knew him including his wife who has much that is likeable about her and much that is inconsistent. Hat's off to Cobly's son for making one of the most clearly framed portraits of an intelligence officer on film. Watch this documentary. You'll learn a lot.


Here's a Vanity Fair article:

On September 11, Carl Colby, a documentary filmmaker and son of the late C.I.A. director William Colby, was in Los Angeles watching the Twin Towers smolder on CNN. He was startled to hear former Secretary of State James Baker say that he believed the unprecedented attack could be directly traced to the dismantling of the C.I.A.’s ability to perform clandestine operations. It was a directive that came after William Colby testified before Senator Frank Church’s 1975 hearings on U.S. intelligence operations. In that post-Watergate era—four of the burglars had been found to have C.I.A. connections—and as Saigon was falling at the end of the Vietnam War, former C.I.A. Saigon station chief Colby’s blunt and controversial recounting of the agency’s more nefarious practices not only brought on Congressional oversight of the C.I.A. for the first time but also ensured Colby’s sacking later that year by President Ford.


In an effort to explain his father, Carl Colby’s new documentary, The Man Nobody Knew,which premieres tomorrow, offers a Who’s Who parade of former top-level C.I.A. and government officials as well as some of the most knowledgeable journalists who cover the agency—from Robert Gates and Donald Rumsfeld to Sy Hersh and David Ignatius. As they opine on the institution and William Colby’s influence, the film gives viewers a true sense of what it is to live a lie day after day and to hobnob at the highest levels in other countries—all while seeking to advance U.S. interests by whatever means necessary.

The dramatic events surrounding Colby’s career include a secret collaboration with the Vatican to defeat the Communist Party in Italy in the late 50s, his tenure as the head of the C.I.A. in the Far East during the buildup of the Vietnam war, the assassination of Vietnam’s president Ngo Dinh Diem in 1963, and Colby’s stewardship of the controversial Phoenix program—a measure that sanctioned the killing of thousands of suspected Viet Cong.
Carl told me he saw his father cry only two times: when his 24-year-old sister died of anorexia and epilepsy and when Saigon fell. He remembers his father yelling at him just once: when Carl denigrated Richard Nixon during Watergate. “Never call your president a liar!” his father burst out. Yet after his sister’s death, she was never spoken of again, and several years after William Colby was fired, Carl says, he abandoned his family with little explanation, other than to once declare, “I am taking myself off the pedestal.” He bought a red sports car to tool around Washington, got a flashier wardrobe, and married a much younger woman. Even William Colby’s death, at age 76, was fittingly mysterious. One afternoon in 1996, while staying at his Rock Island, Maryland, cabin, he paddled off in his canoe, and nine days later his body was found drifting near the shore. No foul play was suspected.


At its heart, the film is a poignant probing of an aloof and distant father who clearly excelled in compartmentalization, taking his family with him as he worked undercover at U.S. embassies. Did he ever really love his five children and Carl’s loyal and elegant mother, who also appears in the film—or were they too all merely cover for a calculating super-spy?

Maureen Orth: Do you think your father committed suicide?

Carl Colby: His death was ruled an accident—a stroke or a heart attack—but I think he was done. He didn’t have a lot left to live for. And he never wanted to grow old. He always refused the “senior discount.”
One day I told him that his old college buddy had been found sitting under a bridge suffering from advanced Alzheimer’s. And my dad said, “That will never happen to me. One day you’ll hear I’m walking along a goat path on a Greek island and I just fell into the sea.”
Growing up as the child of a C.I.A. agent, did you have any idea of what he did?
I was standing on a diving board at a club in Saigon when I was about 10, and some kid came up to me and said, “Your father is a spy. He works for the C.I.A.” So that afternoon I went up to him and said, “I heard you work for the C.I.A.” He told me, “I work for the embassy. Let’s just leave it at that.” It was like a pact. That was the time of James Bond, and I thought it was pretty cool—that’s why we spent weekends with Mme. Nhu or lived next door to the prime minister in Rome.
Then in 1966, I went on an elephant hunt in Indonesia and mentioned I had met a Mr. X. My dad just looked at me. “Don’t ever mention his name again.” Then I knew; this man lived under deep cover and by never repeating his name, this was my way of helping my dad perform his mission.
How do you think your father saw his career at the C.I.A.?
He felt he was on an honorable high moral mission—to bring providence, to make the world a better place. The world to him was a venal place, and he was one of those Americans who had seen the worst and practiced the worst. He thought a lot of Americans were optimistic and naïve but he saw it all for what it was, a dirty business.
That sense of mission must have become more difficult during Vietnam.

It was as if he were a Napoleonic officer or a general in Roman times—how to suppress the rebellion in Judea.

How did your father react after he was fired?
I think he was very bitter and angry. When he talked about it, I could see his upper lip quivering just a tiny bit. In our family that was a sign. We were taught never to exhibit vulnerability. He lost the center out of his life, and then he took off his trench coat and became a completely different man. He didn’t really need to be that guy anymore. He didn’t need my mother. He didn’t need us.
Your mother appears to have been very important to his career. She certainly seems charming on film.
I think of my mother as a Catholic Barbara Stanwyck with an Ivy League education. When they met, she liked my father because he was serious—everyone she knew left to go to war. She had a fiancé who died in the war. They were people ready to make great sacrifices. My parents weren’t that needy. These were men and women who were not interested in public adoration. It’s a graceless age now with reality TV and Facebook.
What did your mother think of the C.I.A.?
She saw it as “Catholics in action.” So many people in the C.I.A. then were Catholic. Her whole relationship with the family was predicated on [my father] doing the right thing. The C.I.A. was a necessary evil that she thought was driven by a moral rectitude that reflected all of our family’s Catholic values—Catholicism is one of the world’s great warrior religions.
Your mother was described as “the most loyal C.I.A. wife ever” by infamous C.I.A. counter-intelligence chief James Jesus Angleton.
In the earlier days it was more fun. She would say to my dad as they were going out, “Who are we tonight?” Then, as Vietnam went on, the only people in the room at their parties were other C.I.A. men and their wives. At nine p.m. the men would go into another room and close the door with their cigars and conversation. The women stayed in the dining room.
What do you think is your father’s legacy? In the film you say he had to testify before Congress 32 times in 1975.
He took on the toughest, dirtiest assignments that the White House could throw at him, and then they used him up and hung him out to dry. He was the reformer who saved the C.I.A. from itself. The price he paid was becoming the sacrificial lamb. Somebody had to take the fall. I think he took on the whole mess and was in turn consumed by the flames. It was like he purged himself of all the guilt and then walked away and re-invented himself just like phoenix rising from the ashes.
Why did you finally make this film?
It was a way to get underneath, to learn what motivated my father. Both my parents were only children. My grandfather in Minnesota traded spices and sat with Sitting Bull. My grandmother, Margaret Egan, gave my father all the love he ever needed. The fact he got married and had a family—it was like an accessory. Who was he? What was it all about? Were we just a cover? We have to live with that.

Saturday 25 August 2012

Why Wont Alex Jones Touch The Vatican?




All of my research corroborates and/or confirms the organizational links of the Jesuits, the Vatican and the Sovereign Order of the Knights of Malta to the movers and shakers of organized crime otherwise known as the CIA and United States Congress. 

I'm bored of Alex Jones constant ranting about the endless brutality and impending collapse of the United States and yet not a shred of information on the deep state links of the CIA to the Knights of Malta or the Georgetown University warmonger academical and Jesuit links. I could go on to talk about the Nazis and the Vatican but I will be drilling down this information at a later time. Alex Jones does a great job of highlighting part of the story but the Zionist and Catholic control elements are no-go areas for him and his growing media empire. There is no other conclusion but that he is part of the controlled media and the CIA links to the Knights of Malta is a much more crucial part of the story than 9/11 or Aurora shooting.

To be candid, I've steered clear from this issue because I don't have the power to subpoena the Istituto per le Opere di Religione (Vatican Bank) or the Jesuits and ask the questions that I need but I do know my way round the political, think tank and educational institutions that are the nexus for shaping the corporate media message and since I began studying Operation Gladio I've had the Catholic Masonic P2 Lodge influence confirmed.

All Roads Lead To Rome

Lastly Mae Brussell is a giant of research and nobody credits her work which attacked the Vatican and Nazi links as well as the Knights of Malta and CIA close relationships. If anything this makes my research easier from now on as I know where to shine a light rather share Alex Jone's fear formula over increasingly trivial issues.

Friday 24 August 2012

Mae Brussell - The Sovereign Order Of The Knights Of Malta




One of the games I play is a fantasy dinner party. Over time guests fall out of favour so I'm no longer interested in Bill Clinton sitting next to Deborah Harry though of course she's still invited. My newest guest is Mae Brussell the queen of conspiracy. She's way to advanced for me as at one point she read around eight newspapers a day to keep up on who was with who and doing what. Her knowledge is encyclopaedic and even though there are three parts to her Knights of Malta lessons I'm going to have to listen to this one about twenty times before all the names can be properly researched by my to independently verify what I already know.

What I don't know is linked concretely to what I do know so here goes: I don't know what the Knights of Malta say to each other or how they use the institution. What I do know is that every piece of shit evil that I'd like to subpoena is a member of this Vatican institution or a handful of others I keep a close eye on. If it looks like a criminal club, walks like a criminal club and talks like a criminal club then maybe it isn't a duck.

Mae Brussell's work is extraordinary. If like me you prefer names, dates, events and corroboration over decades not years then Mae is the thinking persons conspiracy academic for you. She is quite extraordinary but don't think you can access it in ten minutes. Oh no, it takes weeks just to get a feel for her style and longer to establish the substance. This is not for the Alex Jones bluster generation. 

This is conspiracy for pros.

Thursday 26 July 2012

International Nazis, The Vatican & CIA




The key Nazi that Joseph Farrell draws our attention to is Martin Bormann. He was most trusted by Hitler and went missing with around 700 million dollars plus diamonds and gold that nobody could find even though the people chasing the cash were organising post war visas for top Nazis to work in the US through Project Paperclip. We can reasonably assume they didn't work too hard at that or that the gamekeepers got into bed with the poachers.

I've gone off the boil with Farrell recently. His love of books means he misses out on history rocking oral testimony popping up on the net like Douglas Dietrich's account of the flight to Antarctica of some Nazi elite and even use of a nuclear bomb against the Russians. However this is an early but recently uploaded Nazi International interview and is still a good introduction to his work for the beginner.

None of the world makes sense unless the researcher has a grasp of the whitewashed history of post war Nazi embrace. 

In a nutshell Germany lost the war. The Nazis won it.

Monday 27 February 2012

Shannon Dorey - The Nummo & The Dogon



Even the Pope wears a Dogon fish head hat on occasions and so the curious are left wondering what is it with the Vatican and hats that nod to so much ancient alien theory? This interview with Nummo and Dogon researcher Shannon Dorey is far superior to the Ancient Aliens series which dumbs down the debate to Georgio Tsoukalos doing ever greater hairspray acrobatics while proclaiming Ancient Alien Eggstra (sic) terrestrials to any microphone that will listen including a McDonald's drive-in.

Here's the blurb from Red Ice:

Dorey is a graduate of Trent University in Peterborough, Ontario where she studied English, History and mythology. Her interests were expanded into religious studies after studying the New Testament at the University of Windsor in 1991. She began her writing career as a journalist and still continues writing articles for various online publications. She joins us to discuss her second book, The Nummo. The Dogon talked about alien beings known as Nummo who came to Earth from another star system. These fish and serpent-like beings were hermaphrodites who spent more time in the water than on land. Shannon presents examples of how these amphibious aliens appeared all over the ancient world and make the connection with mitochondrial Eve, Mary Magdalene, Masonic symbolism and more. She reveals how the Dogon religion is the core religion from which other religions including Judaism and Christianity have evolved. We'll discuss the Nummo's voyage to Earth, their knowledge of genetic engineering, Dogon mythology and their intention with humanity.

Update: Original video censored

Friday 24 February 2012

Presstitute Media Ignore Wave Of Bank Resignations & Lord James Of Blackheath Bombshell




Lord James of Blackheath asks where did the Fifteen Trillion Bucks go? Tick tock tick tock. Mmmm can't wait to see if this has got legs (update: is it an internet scam?). Here's a wave of resignations you need to factor in when the corporate media start to make desperate excuses to keep the system intact or if it does tip over will exploit as a reason to go to war. They always have both bases covered but it might be worth keeping an eye exactly where the rats leaving the sinking ship run to. Follow the money.



RESIGNATIONS FROM WORLD BANKS:



































Sunday 12 February 2012

Pope's Homosexuality, Nazi Past & Protection of Paedophile Priests Not Always Appreciated





I've no idea if the Pope is still denying the Nazi Holocaust despite his spell with the Nazi youth. I do believe the timing of his call to the Space Shuttle at 11.11 is worth making a note of. I also believe the gossip in high society Rome that he has a homosexual lover but not because Andrew Sullivan says so. I believe it because Italian Prince and former high level freemason Leo Zagami loves to spill dirt like that to curry favour with the groups that his kind have been fleecing, raping and killing for centuries. Time will tell if all goes according to plan.

I care not if the Pope is homosexual. Keeping an eye on the ball is what matters here. The Vatican and Buckingham Palace are richer than Croesus. They are nothing more than incorporated businesses deceiving the sheep under the guise of shepherding the tender young flock


Ratzinger's hand in suppressing the information of peadophile priests as a cardinal is unconscionable but then most of my peers are still waving flags at Royal weddings despite the video testimony of ritual child satanic sex abuse at Balmoral, and a plea from Princess Diana that the family 'are not human' before dying in a car crash that she foretold was being planned for her.


There was one moment in the space video where I saw the possibility of an astronaut possibly using gestured language to Ratzinger that gave me heart, but the evidence is slim so it's too early to tell. Instead, like DABOO7 yesterday, I'm keeping an eye on NASA's X37B secret mission craft as it flys through space across a suspicious series of earthquakes in real time. We've had specific and  authoritive warnings at the highest levels, over and over and over again, about the weaponisation of space. It's the equivalent of gunpowder being invented and the sheeples are distracted as to what the stakes are.


There's a fairy tale nightmare going on and it will be all over before shearing time unveils the full extent extent of deception. It's one extreme to the other with humans. From either mindless flag waving to overdue uprisings, or pathetic Indifference to vengeful indignation. By the time the outrage arrives this time it will be too too late again, and so the counter-intuitive task in hand will be to step in as voices of reason against the perpetrators. Two wrongs don't make a right, and as Einstein taught us - a problem can't be solved at the level of conciousness that created it.

Thursday 9 February 2012

Why Is The Vatican's Age Of Consent 12 Years Old?



Institutionalised sexual abuse is the septicaemia of 21st century life. We can smell something is bad but we're nervous to amputate the infected limb because we've never done it before.

In 1985 Ratzinger was sent a report of every abuse case that could harm the Vatican. Those reports were not collated to purge the church of paedophiles and ritual abuse. They were  requested in order to determine which problems were most in need of the resources to help cover them up. 



It's not that the problem is under appreciated by the time starved average person. The problem is it's under estimated which is so much more damaging. No right thinking individual condones abuse. It seems the problem is if we knew the true scale and the level it takes place at it would be intolerable to civil society. That's what is being covered up. The rot in the UK specifically is protected by a law that Jack Straw passed and then later failed to recall in an interview, and so it's on a level that despite public outrage is even worse than public thinks. The rot is at the very top and it's systematic.



Bill Maloney, the subject of the interview (and a survivor of abuse) is making films that are asking dangerous questions at the highest levels of office, and which no news organisation is touching. His professionalism is to be applauded. We don't have a guard dog media; we have a lap dog media.


We should encourage victims to come out and make it clear that we will support them in any way we can. Please end the silence. Both yours, and God willing the victims. Some of you may be acquainted with the Saturnalian cult and so I connect two dots for you. Ever noticed the Ratzinger's Red Saturn hat fetish? The brim is representative of Saturn's rings.


Monday 6 February 2012

My Spidey Sense Is Tingling



Jan Irvin of Gnostic Media has generously assembled all 23 parts of Scott Onstott's Secrets In Plain Sight videos into one Youtube documentary. All we have to do is figure out why the Pentagon, Vatican, Washington D.C., City of London and Buckingham Palace are completely obsessed with occult symbolism while all the time proselytizing a message of scientific materialism for an unwitting population. They've pulled the wool over our eyes for centuries if not millennia.

Wednesday 1 February 2012

Vatican Doves Prefer Captivity To Freedom




Just over two thousand years ago in Rome, some fighting eagles caused one of their flock to drop an injured wolf cub into the arms of the child "Tiberius Claudius Drusus Nero Germanicus" better known as Claudius.

A diviner was nearby and suggested privately to his mother Antonia that sometime in the future Rome would be wounded and need Claudius' protection.

Pope Ratzinger released Doves in the Vatican on Sunday to encourage peace between Israel and Palestine and the first dove refused to leave perching on the window sill and the second flew back into Ratzinger's super luxury residence.

Friday 27 January 2012

Predator Society Uses For Multi-Generational, Incest Based Families




Cathy O'Brien states clearly here that the CIA learned most of their trauma based mind control sexual abuse techniques from the Catholics who gained their knowledge from the Spanish inquisition, as well as from the Nazis imported into the US for Project Paperclip after the second world war. If you don't have time to invest in unravelling the full deception allow me share a sound bite paragraph.


Cause enough pain on a victim, and a new personality shears off so that the pained side can be forgotten for day to day recall. Train the victim to associate auto cue triggers for the pained side and you have a multiple personality type person who can be exploited for uses such as killing or satanic sexual abuse ceremonies. The victim usually knows nothing of their manipulation.


It's a lot more complex than just this, but it's important to grasp the principle when explaining or digesting the full extent of how respected institutions from the CIA to the Vatican fuck Children and people over. I wish it weren't so but it is and every day more people are finding out the story.


Worth bearing in mind is that 911 and Kennedy's public execution/coup d'etat were both trauma based mind control events too if we factor in what they achieved for society at large. If you're still clinging on to the official commission reports of both those examples you're likely still traumatised by it or them and need to roll up the sleeves and do some homework because once you wake up you'll be emancipated from that mind control.

It's messy and unpleasant work but worth it in the end. It takes time.

Wednesday 11 January 2012

The Dead Sea Scrolls, Entheogens & Pharmacratic Sorcery (Parts 1 & 2)






Around the time I was learning of the sacred mushroom metaphor in John Allegro's harshly attacked Aramaic, Hebrew and Greek translations of the Dead Sea Scrolls by the Vatican I made the leap in the book of Genesis as an allegory for prevention of humanity having entheogenic experiences. John Lash takes it one step further and points out the logic flow of the priesthood not only creating an intermediary position for themselves between man and source but also that they are terrified of the experience themselves.

In addition John explains in the first part the lifeless logic behind the pursuit of the transhumanistic path which is if we consider it properly must be a neurotic fear of death concrete evidence of not actually living in the first place.


There's lots more but I like to tap a few words out to give a feel for the content.

Tuesday 10 January 2012

Guess Who's At The Top Of The Child Trafficking Pyramid






Ratzinger and Lizzie have both been served a summons by the  (non binding) International Tribunal into Crimes of Church and State (ITCCS)  to appear this September on charges of complicity in child trafficking, genocide and crimes against humanity. Thailand specific information of border children who are being shipped to Vancouver and the West Coast of the United states is also available at allgirlsallowed.org (please note, it's a civilian summons and more about the gesture at this stage)

This story isn't going to go away. Local churches are breaking away from the Vatican as in during the last reformation. Lizzie owns fully a fifth of the surface of planet Earth and therefore if the planet is getting raped and the children are getting raped that maybe the oh-so-spesh blue blood is less part of our human and red bloodline.

Birdcage walk is becoming increasingly agitated. As are MI5, MI6 and all the other pimp agencies that swear loyalty to the crown. Don't expect to see the corporate media covering the story. It's just business.

Monday 9 January 2012

The Lost Gospels - The Vatican's War Against Enlightenment




The Roman Empire Catholic Church through the Vatican has pursued a vicious and ugly agenda over millennia including anti-nature, anti-women anti-mystery and pro-ignorance. The Gospels that were chopped out of the Bible are by definition of their censored status, more important than the one's retained. This documentary like the Da Vinci code doesn't hold back on talking about the sexual relationship between Jesus and Mary Magdalene. In the gospels removed from history this Jesus is unrecognisable from the white skinned, hand lotion McJesus sold by Rome. The Vatican then portrayed the image of Mary as a whore when by many accounts she was Jesus' equal.

This was not widely know even ten years ago.

Friday 6 January 2012

The Vatican's Legal Rights To Your Property



When I was at primary school after moving to the UK from British Army of the Rhine forces education in Germany, one of my first and closest friends was a lovely person called Dominic Golding. It was always obvious to me that he was going to be a Catholic priest, and though I know he flirted with an acting career during his college years I learned that my mother last saw him as the priest at our local parish St. Patricks in Woolston Southampton.

It was Dominic who taught me that the Vatican has a limited number of places for the portrait pictures of the Pope and that the last space available would indeed be the last pope. Well here we are decades later and the Vatican's reputation has never been lower. Ratzinger has the last place and so if he dies this year, the timing suggest's to me that whoever takes his place will never have their portrait on the wall.

If that's a little to metaphysical for your taste than I've pasted the hard evidence with respect to the Vatican's incredible wealth and little understood power above in an interview with Frank O'Collins who along with others such as Santos Bonacchi has an understanding of the Vatican's legal status as owners of the property that we call human beings and the estate that they call their own property. Legally you are owned and the greatest proof that they own you is not to do the spadework and find out.

Owning your mind and opinions is far more important than the vast wealth the Vatican sits on. However unlike the military industrial complex the Vatican is a sitting duck. 

We can bring it down with critical tweets and blog posts.

Thursday 5 January 2012

The Turin Shroud & Religious Manipulation




Update: We've known since April that the Turin shroud has marks we cannot duplicate with any technology today and so the question the savvy Vatican watcher should be asking is 'Why are they spinning it now?' and 'What's the agenda'. My interpretation is that it fits into their pseudo spiritual harvesting of Catholic mindshare should we face impending volatile times. To repeat this news officially now is a trigger for the sheep to turn to the Vatican in times of despair. The interview embed is not working so I will find an alternative to repost but you can listen to the original at Red Ice Radio and read what I wrote in April below.

This double interview might be a little heavy. I'm not sure I fully get Nigel Kerner's harvesting of souls hypothesis completely and his interview style is quite hard as it swings between fabulously complex and then lots of 'if you see what I mean'. Or maybe it's just a simple premise of Grey aliens harvesting souls and that they are lower down the food chain of conciousness and thus more of a warning than a threat if taken pragmatically as omens of technology fetishism.

However it's the Andrew Silverman part that kicks in around 15-20 minutes that blew me away. He takes us through the solid scientific evidence that the Turin Shroud wrapped a dead man who shone momentarily brighter than the sun and left the mark of his body imprinted against the cloth as if the cadaver lit up a like nuclear flash gun for a nano second. That in itself is worth listening to and there's loads more juicy science that the shroud is likely to have wrapped someone who bears fistfuls of biblical evidence similar to the story of Jesus Christ.

But then Andrew continues with a story that segues into quantum physics where he rightly points out that mind manifests matter and not the other way round. That's why the Schroedinger cat thought experiment is not just a fanciful brain game but important to understanding who we are. Then Andrew takes that thinking back to the big bang and draws the fairly robust correlation that if our conciousness is from the same source than we are in fact one and that our earthly incarnation is but a test for us to figure that out. 

I'm with him on this one as all my research from entheogens to learning about Pandeism from @pandeism on Twitter has revealed to me that this is both intellectually, psychedelically and emotionally resonant. It's the most important learning I ever came across and it seems there are many ways to scale the peak of that mountain with this podcast being an excellent example.